I just sent my baby a goodnight message thinking I'm going to bed but i guess my thoughts beg to differ. Here i am again thinking of things that might happen in the future. I used to be so negative about my current relationship but i guess i have grown to trust him and trust myself that i wont allow the things that happened in the past happen again. I really do love my baby and i guess maybe because i have fully allowed myself to feel such deep feelings that i have scared myself into thinking of what might happen to me if he ever leaves me :/ i know its shameful for me to think that he might leave me even though i know that it is such a slim chance since both of us have never broken up with anyone. Those thoughts keep on haunting me every night, every time i text him goodnight even though I'm going to see him in a few hours. It just scares me. I guess its normal for people in love to be scared of what the future may bring. I have not only learned how to fall in love i also learned how to stay in love with the person i have fallen in love with. :)
"We should love, not fall in love, because everything that falls gets broken"
-Taylor Swift
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