Creative Procrastination

This isn't gonna be as wordy as my post yesterday but it doesn't mean it's gonna get less entertaining. So, last night I started off doing this:

Then today, I was staying in the lobby while waiting for the completion of our standee for Marketing class. I promised myself to make my finals plate for Cartooning but then I just didn't feel like it at the time so yeah I decided to procrastinate again *sigh* So I took my laptop and decided why not make more of the thing that I made last night? (I was also procrastinating last night, FYI. Hihi) So yeah, here they are:

Been A While

What you're about to read is an essay about ourselves in our Copywriting class.

Hey there! I’m the not-really-listening-cause-doodling girl in class. I’m the one that tends to walk or run around if I’m too hyped girl. I lay around in bed in the morning on the weekends but when the clock strikes 12, I do most of my plates or sketch a random idea that I had while lying in bed and try to make it come to life in AI. I am a night owl; I’m awake more hours in the night than in the day. I don’t go out a lot at night because I prefer staying in reading a book, watching videos or a movie or surfing the internet for new inspiration and the next best thing. I love playing sports or going on adventures. I’m the girl who doesn’t mind travelling anywhere in the world with my family.

I’m a dreamer and a bad-ass cause my momma says so. I’m still learning the ropes in time management but so far it has worked in my favour. I’m a frustrated Painter but a pretty good Illustrator. Me and Photoshop are still going down the path of letting me learn the damn editing maze. I may not know every shortcut in Ai , every brush in Ps, every effect in Flash or familiarize all the tools in Premiere but I’m a fast learner! Once I put my mind to it, I do my work with passion. As of now, I am still a seedling, bathing myself in the sunlight of my idols’ creativity and absorbing the flowing water of lessons that the teachers give us every day. I long for the day that I become that beautiful flower worthy of standing out in the garden. Until then, I shall perfect my skills by practicing over and over again.

 All of these rambling matter cause what would be your basis for hiring me? LOL no, I kid. This matters because without people like me, the world wouldn’t be balanced. The lines between chaos and balance would be blurred by faulty dispositions. I am here to create and show the masses what is important and to make things clearer to lead the way for a better future but not really, I’m not a politician, who am I kidding? I’m here simply to design, to create beauty amongst this chaos that surrounds us, to ignite that nostalgic spark in your mind. My momma would always say, “Time and time again people will knock you down and rip you apart but none of that matters as long as you know how to stand back up on your own two feet, a new person, stronger than the last”. Perseverance is key.

Oh and here's something that I did while I was procrastinating.

Up High

Wore my fave heels today! *clap clap* I just had to, since I cant really wear them to school because my department's building is at the top of a mountain. Haha. I got a haircut tho *booooo* I won't make this long, so, BOOM, here it is! Weeeeeeeeee *clap clap*

Complete look :)

Over-sized Denim from the Thrift Shop
Cat Shirt from Amanda's Place

Sling Bag from Guess
Leggings from SM Department Store

Lita's from Parisian

Sunnies from Forever 21

Watch from Rolex

OH OH OH! I also had a mini shopping sesh in Ayala. Muehehehe. Here's a peak at the stuff that I bought *clap clap*

It's a shirt. Hihi

Such a cute bag, I just had to :)

Hello Kitty wipes because HELLO KITTY! <3 

Alma Mater Lovin :3

Went back to my alma mater today! *woot woot* Went back there after 3 years to support a friend :)

Here she is! The one and only beautiful, Allyanna Pangan <3 

Sorry for the short post I was busy with other stuff today that I couldn't take time to take pictures of my outfit *gasp*

BIRTHDAY VIBES

It is not my birthday, just so you know, bu it is my bebe's birthday! To my long lost twin, happy birthday once again! :) Today was full of fun and birthday vibes! *birthday vibes dance moves*

She loves Ed Sheeran :)

So my friends did this :) ( I wasn't part of the planning cause I was with her)

Such wonderful yet unready picture :')

I'm sorry I wasn't able to post for two days. Somehow, clumsy me lost the other SD card and the other day I was down in a ditch. Not really, I just felt really low so I didn't really feel like blogging. So I apologize. 

Here is my outfit for the day though! I went for a laid back style since I know I'd be doing a lot of walking :)

My overall look :)

(Sorry if it' a little blurry)
ACDC shirt from People are People
Denim Pants from Regatta

Kicks from Vans
Socks from deep down under my closet :'> Teehee :3

And here is an extremely rare shot of me and this guy :'> <3

YOUDABES BABY :*

Flibbidy Word-y

There is always good and bad in a day. Unfortunately for me, it's kinda mostly bad, my other SD card got lost and my ootd was in there *audible sigh* So there will be no picture's of my outfit today. Huhuhu.

I'll just describe it and leave it to your imagination. On the top I wore a white v-neck from forever 21, a skater skirt from a friend's online shop named love_elevenshop (check it out here and the owner also blogs, check her out here) Then, I wore my Nike sneakers and of course I wore my Necklace from HK. ( I do hope this helps, I am very sorry for being an irresponsible blogger *sigh*)

Today was actually an okay day, aside from the usual stomach cramps because I think my period is coming *sigh* I feel me getting stressed and physically looking worn out already. Cons to being a girl I tell you! Haha. I shot jacksootw again it's becoming an everyday thing now but I don't mind at all. Muehehehe I wont make this post long, so, I really do apologize for the lack of a picture in this post. Instead I shall offer this cute begging bunny.

Giddy

The post title is the one word that can explain my entire day. Yippee! *clap clap*

I finally got my SD cards back! Woot woot! So as promised I took pictures of my outfit and i'm sorry my background kinda sucks, I was in a hurry since I was lacking time to find the perfect complimentary background to what I was wearing. Boo I know *sigh* Thanks to my dear friend Benj for taking my pictures in such  hurry though *flying kiss* Benj is one of my dear friends, she also has a blog! Check her out here! So i'm not gonna make you wait any longer, bye bye clothes on grid and hello clothes on me! *clap clap*

My entire look *\('w')/*

I decided to do my hair in a messy bun cause it was so hot today.

Sunnies- Forever 21

Necklace- HK

Denim Polo- True Love
Racerback Sleeveless- Aeropostale
Pants- Penshoppe
Nails- Face Shop

Sandals-Parisian
OOOOH. Look! I'm levitating (;w;)

Today, I shot for jacksootw again! Yippee! *clap clap* Check them out! Seeeeeee? Aren't these girls purdyyyyyy? (;w;)

From L-R: Andrea, Kirah, Julia and Charm

HI :3

Been going through a lot lately but this guy helps me stay sane and by sane I mean me staying as abnormally normal as I can :) <3 

Tactless but Trying Harder

It's been a month since my last post and i'm sorry because school work has been making me busy and I guess I have been tactless too. I was at the point where I said maybe just word-y posts would do the trick but I always got the lazy syndrome and disregarded my "social networking responsiblities" again *sigh*.

For the next 2 weeks I have decided to do an ootd post for each day but unluckily today, I have nothing to post since my friend borrowed both my SD cards and left me nothing but a "brainless" camera *audible sigh*. Since he promised to return them tomorrow and hopefully he will fulfill that promise, I might be able to start posting my ootd tomorrow! Yey! *clap clap*. The highlight of my day is taking pictures for my group of friends new blog venture! Click this! It was my first time to take OOTD pictures for other people other than myself, accomplishment of the day! I deserve a pat on the back *pat pat*.

The only thing I can offer you today is a grid of my outfit from my grainy iTouch camera *sigh* but at least you have an idea of what I wore! Weee *clap clap* Btw, there is a color coding for this week, we can only wear blue or green to school *sigh* but at least there won't be any restrictions next week! Yey! *slow-mo fist pump*

Top- Forever21
Jeans- Regatta
Necklace- HK
Sandals- Parisian
Bag- Segue

I.T Park

This would be another word-y post because I was too lazy to bring my camera with me to IT since I was already carrying a laptop bag with me to Serenitea.

It was a pretty funny milk tea sesh since I was seated next to some teenage conyos (not saying that I can be conyo at times) but their topics were pretty funny for their age. I kept thinking SRSLY? hahaha. I mean for teens in highschool they talk about their love lives like it's such a big deal and their number on epriority but hey, I don't know them personally so who am I to judge?

Anyway, enough of the rant and blabber. IM at Serenitea to make a midterm plate with a friend but instead i'm here just browsing he internet, researching, blogging and other whatnots. So I should just end this post to stop myself from ranting again. Heee :>

Teehee :3

Falling Back

Oh dear lawd. I forgot to post my haul and my weekend outfit -.- I'm falling back to skipping days </3 but hey at least I blog more frequently now. So today, I dint really have a good day but at least I had fun with my team mates during our shoot for our Intramurals in 2 weeks! Will be posting the pictures as soon as they're out :> Promise! :)

Teehee :3

OH NO!

Damn! I forgot to post :\ This is becoming an every other day blog :< ugh. I'm too busy with school to notice these things -_- Hence this very ugly rushed picture ._.

Excuse my ugly nails ;-; And the clutter behind me ;-;

I'm reading this book for the third time already and it still makes me cry :'( I highly recommend you read it though :) It changes the way you see the world. This is the only thing I did that is worth posting today :)

teehee :3

9:44

Exactly how I feel right now.

The picture doesn't really relate to anything. Posting for the sake of not skipping a day.

I might post the haul on the weekend :>

Teehee :3

Black and Gold

Heehee. I said I wouldn't post on a washday but i'll take it back since today is a special day for me and I forgot to post here yesterday :> Hihi. So this is kind of making up for it. Wouldn't wanna miss the oppurtunity to show tis cool shirt too. Hekhek :B Here I go :3

This is my overall look, sorry for it being a bit blurry on the face area. My mom took these shots, she sort of has shaky hands in the morning :)

The shirt is from Innuendo, a local clothing line business here in Cebu. The necklace is from Forever 21.

This cute skater skirt is from a friends online shop (isn't it the cutest?) The watch is from Guess. The accessories was from a haul that I forgot to post yesterday (I might post it later) 

I decided to wear my Hello Kitty sneakers from Vans since it complimented my outfit and I really wanted to wear it because I loooooove Hello Kitty :3

I would want to share how my special day went but I think it would be better if I kept it to myself :3 All you need to know that it was the best day so far in my life <3 :) toodles! :>

Teehee :3 

The Best Monday Yet.

Well, looky looky here! See see see this is my third consecutive post :> I finally broke my trend of skipping days, weeks and even months in the posts on my blog! :D yey meeeeee :3

Today is so far the most rewarding Monday ever! I had Joules chicken for lunch and if you haven't tasted it you're definitely missing half of your life! Then our very tiring Printmaking class wasn't so serious cause our teacher wasn't around! :> So we did all that we had to do in a normal pace rather than the usual holyshitimmabelateandimmafail pace. haha :) And and and! guess what! I finally bought a black skater skirt for myself! :3 A basic must have for my wardrobe, i've been wanting to buy since the summer too bad I dint save much money to afford one. Mehehee <:3

That's all I guess, over all I looooved today <3

P.S. I'm sorry for the words that I repeated too many times, i'm too happy! :> Hihi

Toodles!
Teehee :3

Testing. Testing.

So I decided to try starting posting my Sunday outfits here on my blog, just for fun :) Since, being a student, there are not too many days to dress up. There is the usual Washday Wednesday's and the weekend and I don't go out much on Saturdays, so, I decided to try posting what I wear on Sunday's because I go out with my family anyways :>

Here I go :)

Since it's been raining a lot lately and today is a gloomy day I decided to wear this :>

Sweater from Forever 21. High Waist Shorts from Guess. Sling Bag from Guess. Ballet Flats from Payless (Lower East Side). Watch from Rolex. Tinkerbell Necklace from Disneyland. Trinket Bracelet from Accessorize (not in the picture)

 

Something for Keeps :)

Before anything else, I dont own this ultra long post :) I just posted this here so I can easily find it whenever I want to read it all over again. I re-blogged this from one of the people that I follow on tumblr and I fear that it may get buried after I blog and re-blog other stuff tonight. Mehehehe :) Enjoy the rest of this post :*:)

How To Tell If Somebody Loves You:
Somebody loves you if they pick an eyelash off of your face or wet a napkin and apply it to your dirty skin. You didn’t ask for these things, but this person went ahead and did it anyway. They don’t want to see you looking like a fool with eyelashes and crumbs on your face. They notice these things. They really look at you and are the first to notice if something is amiss with your beautiful visage!
Somebody loves you if they assume the role of caretaker when you’re sick. Unsure if someone really gives a shit about you? Fake a case of food poisoning and text them being like, “oh my god, so sick. need water.” Depending on their response, you’ll know whether or not they REALLY love you. “That’s terrible. Feel better!” earns you a stay in friendship jail; “Do you need anything? I can come over and bring you get well remedies!” gets you a cozy friendship suite. It’s easy to care about someone when they don’t need you. It’s easy to love them when they’re healthy and don’t ask you for anything beyond change for the parking meter. Being sick is different. Being sick means asking someone to hold your hair back when you vomit. Either love me with vomit in my hair or don’t love me at all.
Somebody loves you if they call you out on your bullshit. They’re not passive, they don’t just let you get away with murder. They know you well enough and care about you enough to ask you to chill out, to bust your balls, to tell you to stop. They aren’t passive observers in your life, they are in the trenches. They have an opinion about your decisions and the things you say and do. They want to be a part of it; they want to be a part of you.
Somebody loves you if they don’t mind the quiet. They don’t mind running errands with you or cleaning your apartment while blasting some annoying music. There’s no pressure, no need to fill the silences. You know how with some of your friends there needs to be some sort of activity for you to hang out? You don’t feel comfortable just shooting the shit and watching bad reality TV with them. You need something that will keep the both of you busy to ensure there won’t be a void. That’s not love. That’s “hey babe! i like you okay. do you wanna grab lunch? i think we have enough to talk about to fill two hours!" It’s a damn dream when you find someone you can do nothing with. Whether you’re skydiving together or sitting at home and doing different things, it’s always comfortable. That is fucking love.
Somebody loves you if they want you to be happy, even if that involves something that doesn’t benefit them. They realize the things you need to do in order to be content and come to terms with the fact that it might not include them. Never underestimate the gift of understanding. When there are so many people who are selfish and equate relationships as something that only must make them happy, having someone around who can take their needs out of any given situation if they need to.
Somebody loves you if they can order you food without having to be told what you want. Somebody loves you if they rub your back at any given moment. Somebody loves you if they give you oral sex without expecting anything back. Somebody loves you if they don’t care about your job or how much money you make. It’s a relationship where no one is selling something to the other. No one is the prostitute. Somebody loves you if they’ll watch a movie starring Kate Hudson because you really really want to see it. Somebody loves you if they’re able to create their own separate world with you, away from the internet and your job and family and friends. Just you and them.
Somebody will always love you. If you don’t think this is true, then you’re not paying close enough attention.

— RYAN O’CONNELL

If you have time, check out my tumblr, I forgot to post the link last night :)
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teehee :3 <3 :> til my next post :)

Told ya.

See? I tried :) i'm really trying to keep this blog alive guys. So I hope I don't fail this time :> I'm also trying to keep up with my other social media sites and especially school :3 

Today i've been working on our project for our art direction class. Its an ad for nat geo's live curious campaign :) i have realized that its so hard to do an ad especially when its a vectored backpacker with nat geo's logo as its head. Haha :) but hey at least i'm still a bit motivated :) 

Here's my motivated face! 

Now I shall be off and I shall finish my work. Toodles! :) Always remember: 

Teehee :3 

Frustrated.

You might think this post is about feelings eh? Well, partly true, I just don't get how I cant keep a proper blog. I mean this blog is just supposed to be my secret diary cause I never really share this in any of my public social media accounts, I may show some posts to my guy (seriously? my guy?) and my friends but then I mean if someone really does read this please, feel free to tell me :( i wanna know you and i wanna know why you're reading my blog. From the title and the description itself it clearly is a messy blog :|

I wanted to make this a fashion blog but instead it became a diary, containing my feelings. Well, just the major events in my life I guess. It's been so long sine the last time I wrote on this blog, in case anyone is reading this, I'm usually on my tumblr blog but its more of a re-blog since I keep on re-blogging stuff from the people I follow but the posts are the ones that hit my core because for me I'm better in showing my emotions through pictures than words. This blog is an existing proof of that. Lol. I mean why cant I just decide to do one thing and stick with it :| Ugh.

I will really try opening up here and try to post everyday, promise.

Btw, if anyone is really reading this please check out my main tumblr blog,   and if you like it then click that follow button! :)

Til tomorrow! (or a few minutes/hours from now) 
Teehee :3

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I long waking up next to you

The sun up high and the sky blue

I long for us to take a shower

And change into our clothes together

Bacons and egg for breakfast

Going to work really fast

We meet up for lunch

My sweet honey bunch

We go back to work

For our futures worth

We meet up again

To ride the train

And get home in a hurry

Cause we cant wait to make and eat our curry

After we wash the dishes

And make our wishes

As we make our way to the bed

Feeling dead

We cuddle in together

And sink into deep slumber

As we take part in our dreams

We get rid of our fears

And wait til we wake up once more

Into our beautiful forevermore


P.S.

I know I suck at being a poet

So to the haters you can all suck it

-n.b.

Here I go again.

So today was actually the first time i celebrated the 14th as valentine's day and not as single awareness day. That day didn't go as i expected. I expected it to be just like any other day but my baby made it a point to make it special. He gave me a paper bouquet of flowers cause he knows I'm allergic to the real ones. Hahaha. Then he let me go on a little adventure. And i got myself a pot of gold! Hahaha. Then we went out :) it was pretty much an awesome day for me, I don't need a lot to make me happy. The simplest of things make me happy tooooo :3 hihi :3

This post was like for over thinking but then i thought why not put the good first? Right? So firstly i feel sad that my best friend isn't a strong believer of valentines :( he dint even bother to try and ask his gf out on a date :/ but hey we cant dictate everyone. It seems amongst all my friends who are girls, I'm the only one who is truly happy here. Mmmmm. But i hope my other friend's date went well :)

That's all i wanted to say. Iloveyouguysssss. Goodnight! Peuce! :*

The fam bam ate in beverly view tonight and Oh and my mom gave me chocolate for valentines :)) teehee :3

1am thoughts.

I just sent my baby a goodnight message thinking I'm going to bed but i guess my thoughts beg to differ. Here i am again thinking of things that might happen in the future. I used to be so negative about my current relationship but i guess i have grown to trust him and trust myself that i wont allow the things that happened in the past happen again. I really do love my baby and i guess maybe because i have fully allowed myself to feel such deep feelings that i have scared myself into thinking of what might happen to me if he ever leaves me :/ i know its shameful for me to think that he might leave me even though i know that it is such a slim chance since both of us have never broken up with anyone. Those thoughts keep on haunting me every night, every time i text him goodnight even though I'm going to see him in a few hours. It just scares me. I guess its normal for people in love to be scared of what the future may bring. I have not only learned how to fall in love i also learned how to stay in love with the person i have fallen in love with. :)

"We should love, not fall in love, because everything that falls gets broken"
-Taylor Swift

Im scared.

The sudden realizations that you get in the wee times in the morning. So im in a relationship and its almost heading to the 6 months mark that ive tried to have the long relationship and it scares me. What if it happens again? The pain that i have felt before was unexplainable and i know that this time if this ends it will hurt so much more because in this relationship i have attached myself so much. I am giving out so much love and its been a long time since i have really felt this way. I am happy and i am scared. We all know how we have this tendency to have this one person as your source of everything and we all know that it is very much possible that if they leave it will be like falling into a bottomless pit. It will be dark. And it will be very painful. I dont wanna think so negatively about this but i have been here before :( im not faking it im really acared :(( i dont wanna lose him :/ he's the first guy that i am afraid of losing :(( he means so much to me. And he was able to break down my walls and pop my bubble. Even if it was so hard to understand me he was there and he never gave up on me :( i fear that if i lose him i might not find another person like him :/ it scares me to death that he could so easily just leave me because what's holding him back? Me? I am but a wierd person who tries. I cannot even give him my all because of my restrictions :/ i am scared. And that is the truth. :((

Party at Adrian's house.

We here havin fuuuuuun :)) eating and watching moobissssss :> errbody is here :3 short post is short :))

Lookie its ver, benj and k :>

Happy birthday to you love :3

Sooooo, here's the thing. I love the way you just figure me out and tell me that you're psychic. I love the silly faces that you make. I love that we can easily just call each other bi and bab in public. I love your smile. I even love the way you laugh even though its funny how you just immediately turn red. I love the way you just burst into random chika. I love it that you make jokes that i may or may not understand. I love the friendly flirting. (haha. You must know that i try) i love our conversations, may it be normal or weird. I love it how even if we are silent its never awkward. I loooove your smell and how it sometimes lingers on my clothes. I love your hugs and how they make me feel calm. I love it how you are such a geek sometimes. I love it how freely i can just hold your hand. I love it when i can kiss you freely most of the time. I love it when you get mad at me or how you get worried, it shows me how much you really care. I love how you trust me. I love how we're like best friends. I love that i can trust you. I love that i have been so lucky to have met you. And most of all, I LOVE YOU :* to infinity and beyond baby :*

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY LOVE (>'w')> enjoy your day today :) you know how much i wanted to be with you today -.- but ohwell :)

Accidental day :)

Its scary to find someone that makes you happy, you start giving them all your attention because they're the only thing that makes you forget about everything bad that's happening in your life. They're the first person you wanna talk to in the morning and the last one before you sleep because you wanna start and end your day with a smile :) it all sounds great that you have someone but its scary to think about how easily they could just leave and take that happiness away with them too.
-scary anon thought :(

So i woke up today thinking I'm going to a friend's company opening and just let it flow into a normal say but me and my bf got lost cause we rode the wrong jeep and never really knew where we were headed or what jeep to ride D: so me and my boyfy got lost and ended up in sm consolascion. We decided to turn our mishap into an adventure by venturing inside sm since it was both our first tome together at sm :) when we went inside we coincidentally saw the movie schedule and decided to watch Life of Pi :) since the movie was still at 12:30 we decided to go and look around. We discovered that my fave chicken place was in the foodcourt section and decided to eat there later on :) we went to wof and played some games and we also checked out their cyberzone and looked ag random gadgets and accessories. After a while we thought it was about time we ate so we could go on ahead and watch the movie. When we went inside the movie house, it was surprisingly empty ;) but we dint do anything funky :3 hahaha after the movie we just continued on strolling sm and decided to go back to school cause he had to be somewhere else and i had to give him his advanced bday present cause i cant be with him on his day :( but at least we had 2 dates this week :>

Ilovemybabysomuch ❤ and i dont think i see a future without him in it :) which is a good thing i guess :3