Happy birthday to you love :3

Sooooo, here's the thing. I love the way you just figure me out and tell me that you're psychic. I love the silly faces that you make. I love that we can easily just call each other bi and bab in public. I love your smile. I even love the way you laugh even though its funny how you just immediately turn red. I love the way you just burst into random chika. I love it that you make jokes that i may or may not understand. I love the friendly flirting. (haha. You must know that i try) i love our conversations, may it be normal or weird. I love it how even if we are silent its never awkward. I loooove your smell and how it sometimes lingers on my clothes. I love your hugs and how they make me feel calm. I love it how you are such a geek sometimes. I love it how freely i can just hold your hand. I love it when i can kiss you freely most of the time. I love it when you get mad at me or how you get worried, it shows me how much you really care. I love how you trust me. I love how we're like best friends. I love that i can trust you. I love that i have been so lucky to have met you. And most of all, I LOVE YOU :* to infinity and beyond baby :*

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY LOVE (>'w')> enjoy your day today :) you know how much i wanted to be with you today -.- but ohwell :)

Accidental day :)

Its scary to find someone that makes you happy, you start giving them all your attention because they're the only thing that makes you forget about everything bad that's happening in your life. They're the first person you wanna talk to in the morning and the last one before you sleep because you wanna start and end your day with a smile :) it all sounds great that you have someone but its scary to think about how easily they could just leave and take that happiness away with them too.
-scary anon thought :(

So i woke up today thinking I'm going to a friend's company opening and just let it flow into a normal say but me and my bf got lost cause we rode the wrong jeep and never really knew where we were headed or what jeep to ride D: so me and my boyfy got lost and ended up in sm consolascion. We decided to turn our mishap into an adventure by venturing inside sm since it was both our first tome together at sm :) when we went inside we coincidentally saw the movie schedule and decided to watch Life of Pi :) since the movie was still at 12:30 we decided to go and look around. We discovered that my fave chicken place was in the foodcourt section and decided to eat there later on :) we went to wof and played some games and we also checked out their cyberzone and looked ag random gadgets and accessories. After a while we thought it was about time we ate so we could go on ahead and watch the movie. When we went inside the movie house, it was surprisingly empty ;) but we dint do anything funky :3 hahaha after the movie we just continued on strolling sm and decided to go back to school cause he had to be somewhere else and i had to give him his advanced bday present cause i cant be with him on his day :( but at least we had 2 dates this week :>

Ilovemybabysomuch ❤ and i dont think i see a future without him in it :) which is a good thing i guess :3

The Adventures of Nickie and Ram ;)

So today me and my cousins sorta woke up at 12 pm. We had lunch then we went with our grandmother to do groceries for dinner! :D after that me, my cousin ram and my lola went back home. As we arrived me and my cousin decided to go Starbucks hopping in search of the black planner :)) since we already checked on sm the day before we decided to leave that place out. The first place we went to was the two branches that they had in IT Park and as it turned out they only had white. Both branches in IT were very far apart so me and kuya had to walk under the rain, luckily we brought an umbrella with us. The next stop was oakridge in as fortuna and it was sunny as fvck there (pardon my language) we went there and they only had white left too and when we were about to leave kuya suddenly felt a pang of hunger so we decided to ride a jeepney to jcentre mall which was nearby to eat at mcdo :3 after taking a break from our little journey we took a jeep to ayala for our next pit stop :> still both branches there just had white -_- so yet again we venture to the next one in Jones in crown regencyyyy :)) still no black or green :l so we decided to go to sm again after that cause we couldbt go to lapulapu na cause it was too far alreadyyy. On our way we thought of going home nlng cause we were tired already and then suddenly we passed by persimmon and i just remembered that there was a Starbucks there but it was too late and we wanted to go home and play clash of clans already :)) hehehe. So that sums up our adventure we plan to do it again next week when they have already restocked :)) adios mi amigas and amigos :{3

new loook

HI GOIS :3 SO I CUT MY HAIR :>

Nothing really new about me except for my new bangs and ombre hair i guess :)) hahaha. I never really planned it actually, it was more of a spur of the moment decision plus my mom kept commenting on my old and boring hair. She wanted to see something new since imma be 18 soon :) i wont make this long cause I have to make a design brief soooooo tata! :D 

love you lots :* xoxo 

Now Playing: When They Fight They Fight By Generationals :) <3

PABLO PARTEY. lul

Since today we had no classes and i was temporarily paralyzed this morning by my stupid spine. Me and my brother decided to have a movie marathon! :D First we decided to watch Silent Hill backwards which was fun :) It was so fun and thrilling that we didnt eat breakfast at all and we even forgot about lunch, so we ate lunch very late :) lol. After that we decided to go to Ayala to buy a battery operated radio incase the electricity goes down cause of the damn typhoon. When we went back home me and my brother watched Step Up Revolution :)) and it was sooo cool :D MOOSE WAS SOO HOOOOOT :> and in between of everything I finally finished reading The Fault In Our Stars by John Green and dammit it was such a nice book! :)) Sad twist though :( but that's how I like my books, tragic :) I applaud you John Green for being such an amazing writer :3 I also finished reading Looking for Alaska, still tragic but stilll very good :> After that we decided to watch Wreck It Ralph then we just ate dinner. :) To sum up my day, it was okay. The weather was nice and i'd like it to stay that way except for the part where there are no classes all the time :) and speaking of no classes, they are cancelled yet again! :D more time for my plates!! :> I'll start reading Abundance of Katherines now :)) Before I stop I just wanted to type in a striking quote of the book I just read today :) 

"The fault is not in our stars but in ourselves."

-The Fault In Our Stars by John Green

And this too :)

"Falling is just like flying except there's a more permanent destination."
-Anonymous

MONDAY BLUES.

This is my first time so don't judge :) HAHA :D

So I guess basically today I was in a major crisis with myself. I always thought December would make me happy all throughout but I guess I was wrong. My roller coaster of a life just wouldn't make me have at least one good month :| and today was such a downward spiral. The morning was okay because i was on a goddamn high, I was so cheerful and I greeted everyone with a HUGE smile and im not usually like that anymore. I even survived Paredes in the morning! Then lunch came and it was okay I sorta skipped lunch cause I didn't feel like eating, then after that BOOM! depression just hit me because of some certain events :| But gladly Veronica saved me, she tried to cheer me up at first but then it just didn't seem to work and depression sort of hit her too. So we joined each other in sadness and we started talking about our life problems and what was going on in our lives lately. After that we just sorta had a depression hangover and basically went crazy and we acted like we didn't give a fvck for a while. Veronica is one of the friends that I always know I can count on. I know she'd do anything for me so I'd do anything for her too. She is like my long lost sister or soulmate. She has saved me in so many ways from the bad stuff and even from myself. So Ver, I know you're gonna read this. Hi, I love you and Thank you for everything :)) 

Next in line, my bestfrwan (best friend) we might not known each other for a very long time but we have been through quite a lot and we both know that we will forever have each others backs :) I know not a lot of people are a big fan of him but I am and will always be one of his biggest fans (next to Monica (his girlfriend) of course). Today he was sick and for some wierd reason I was sorta worried, so I checked up on him from time to time. He might have been sick but he tried to cheer me up too when I shared to him that I kind of had a suck-y day. Maaaaaark, I know you will read this too, so hey thurrrrrrrrr you will always be one of the first people to know what's going on with me. Luvya homie :) Cant wait til we play that very random text game again. LOL

So basically, I had two of the best people in my world to watch out for me today :) They'd probably hit me now if they knew that if it weren't for them I would probably be wasted and high and not even writing this. So thank you guys, Love you foreverrrrr :3 

P.S. Apparently, there is going to be a typhoon tomorrow so you guys take care! :))

 This is Mark Philip Tudtud Ambalong. lol. Sorry if im using your full name homie :3 This is my bestfwran :)

This is Veronica Danne Larazabal dela Pena :) This is my long lost sister :) <3